In which artistic insecurities are cast aside...

I shall make it clear from the outset that I am very much in the process of writing a nice, normal entry for you this month, and that you need not fear. However, the pace with which I write is... well, 'tis a snail's pace. Strangely, academic essays flow from me like ignorance from the Daily Mail; it is only these confounded Blog entries which demand such time, effort, and love be lavished upon them. So, as my March entry is spoiled rotten with ongoing additions, revisions and sexual favours, I provide for your enjoyment, and my own gratuitous self-indulgence, yet more of my bizarre poetry... 


The Painter Girl 

As I was led through caves that twist
Beneath the profane holy grounds,
Through pagan tunnels that resound,
With the howls
Of morals aging.
There I saw the craven mute
Whose words could woo the sculptures,
And as I wandered slovenly
Through the haunts of lustful vultures,
Upon a whim I fell in love
With the girl whose paintings weep,
Within the sulphurous parlours.

Wrapped in fumes of throbbing dark,
Peering through an emerald lens,
At creatures in the skins of men,
Locked in lips
Of meek oblivion.
The painter girl, with moonlit eyes,
Feels gazes fall about her,
As oily tongues, they promise worlds,
Her senses come to doubt her.
She sees seduction in a glass,
Which grasps with marble fingers,
And with eyes aflame,
Invites her.

Conceptions blaze upon the roof,
And on hot coals across the floor,
Through the packs of clowns and whores,
Where the painter girl
Lies crying.
As the nightmare hosts, they joust with horns,
To the parlour’s bloodless rumbling beat,
The twitching painter girl, denied,
Beholds the coils around her feet,
Which bleed upon baptised regrets,
As courtiers reap their earthly debts,
And one and all
Stand nearly naked.

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 Perhaps a more controlled effort than last month's hellish jig through the nuances of mortal sanity... Those who know me well, or at all, will have noticed the emergence of one of my most acute personal gripes, but it really is poor form for me to influence your own interpretation. So I shall henceforth surrender this to the public domain and say no more about it...

...other than the fact that I will invariably return to it, dissect it, reassemble it, and generally render it unrecognisable. After all, to quote the great Robert Allen Zimmerman, "He not busy being born, is busy dying."

'Til next time, comrades!

Jamie

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Holy tits Jamie! You posted this at five in the morning?? Before today I had no idea such a time actually existed, I thought it was some kind of myth, a modern day Grendel, elusive and prowling but deadly and terrible. You are truly the modern day Beowulf, facing up to this primeval terror and shitting all over it for the rest of us. With poetry! Which was also very enjoyable, you're like the Francis Bacon of the written word.
AC xxxx

Danny said...

Certainly a bit of mind fuck some of that poetry of yours but quite excellent, like a fine wine. On the back of the Bobby Zimmerman quote, I have another one in a similar vein; "The one thing about knowing that you're dying is that it reminds you that you're alive" - The late great Warren Zevon.

Stay sane honkies!